what i want
testierdarling
                      isnt it beautiful how we will always love again ? in deepest of pains we think of the one we are with and say i will never love again if they leave me i will never forget  their  smell or the touch of there hands
            the way they hold it just right and make u feel so safe     the way they talk to you and you truly believe theymust know everything in the world how perfect they must be  all the promises they have made about the future and how you will both live   and of course how they will never hurt you-
                                      but they proboly will even thoguh they may not want to 


people come and go the memories they leave will always stay with you lessons of life  but you will love again 
until you find that one partner who may not take ur breath away or is exactly like you      but he seems to understand you and let u just b u                      he will never be perfect but u can tell them secrets that u have only shared with ur self      you may not have anything but u feel u have everything             u can trust as much as u can trust a person 

i want a best friend a partner when they are not with me no one else can take my hand i will not be unfaithful becasue it would break my heart to do so not bec it would be wrong but becasue we have a pure realationship that has nothing to do with perfection    i wouldnt have to look thru their phone or jump if i think they are being unfaithful because we have communication we have understanding that we can tell eachother anything - we all date do crazy things stay with people for the wrong reasons or becasue we are lonley  or becasue we feel sorry for them----- i dont want wealth i would give in to poverty if i had the hand of the one that truly loved me only me accpeted my faults and held me when thats just what i needed   i want to look into eyes of truth and give my loyalty to only one

                                                    

                            


stronger wiser
testierdarling
i have found the secret of being content -----------

                   the joy in knowing that the reason people are the way they are is not my fault

the reason they have issues is not my problem-- nor will i play dumb in the room when i know what u really r

no one is perfect but being evil puts them in a diffrent category
 
                           i will be thankful for every oppurtunity given to me   ignore childess gossip

      the mirror of my life is what i am most great ful for i can look in it and touch the glass and know who iam
                                       
                                           i will continue to pray 
                                   i will never touch a penny that does not belong to me through what i have earned
 
                      i will always love myself my fears i will run towards them       i will forgive the one who took my most preciouse ones and heal and will have them back one day

                                   this year i leaped 2 flights im headed down the road i wanted so and nothing will stop me now

my brave friend
testierdarling
i heard ur story and made me think how strong it is to be inside a body u cannot control   to tame u feeling and the whirlwind ur mind may create   always moving always racing a calmness comes when taking the solid liquid  that turns u inside out that breathes into u a new life for the time being



i always wonder to myself we are supposed to be the normal ones who is really normal noone  we all have issue all have things we hide in dark cornoers hiddne away from everyone its the truly insane who are so good in hiding these things isnt it living day in and day out as if the y have nothing to hide or things in there past that have happend behind closed doors  the ones thath think noone can see thru me no one knows if u take time to know someone  to really hear them they are not as perfect asu thought not as whole as u thought

adi
testierdarling

today was insane i cant beleive how evil people can really be      i think all things happen for a reason though im glad i have people in my life that make me feel safe and loved       even though nothing happend  its nice to have been held in ur arms  even though things an be comfusing        i love me and thats what makes me happy i dont knwo the future and i dont want to but i want to think about what i do before i do them with no regrets      

i want to be with the one that loves me most ive let so may go bec i just didnt feel its was the most instence love in the world i dont think its bad to want the best                                                 i realize that having only a few true friends is the most importaant

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testierdarling
why do i feel i cant go to u even though u say ur there again with a night that i cant sleep    maby because u wont understand    or i think u will not     theres somtomes i fall so deep into you it scares me  

                                                                                                will u always belong to me i want to fall into somthing completely submerge like a cool brisk sea  have u ever seen the waters at night filled with dimaond like shimmers this is what i want hit me with reflections of the moon and wik me to a place not even i have dreamed           
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sleepless in texaz
testierdarling
why do i feel i cant go to u even though u say ur there again with a night that i cant sleep    maby because u wont understand    or i think u will not     theres somtomes i fall so deep into you it scares me  

                                                                                                will u always belong to me i want to fall into somthing completely submerge like a cool brisk sea  have u ever seen the waters at night filled with dimaond like shimmers this is what i want hit me with reflections of the moon and wik me to a place not even i have dreamed           
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testierdarling
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved



i know i love becsue when i look at him a feel a somthing in my heart that hurts to think someday i would be without him just becasue i know tere is nobody better noone   

tense sleepy
testierdarling
im still awake as always and i just dyed my hair again llalaalal i like it better black no offense lol ahhhhhh i want to write so much but how sleepy i am i have to go to work tomorrow so its night night time for me                             im feeling numb

choices
testierdarling

can u decide in a moment what u want can i    does everything truly happen for a reason i

sleepless
testierdarling
    even the lonliest times can be a time of reflection memories good and bad all happen for a reason i need to believe that

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thats all i ask of u let me be your shelter ur light                                      



      

 



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